I have decided to not too obsessed with somebody. I saw one of Adam Lambert's concert photo hugged his female dancer, Brooke. I felt so jealous and so broken heart :( I know, I shouldn't felt like that, but, I can't control my feeling. From the first time I saw Brooke, I didn't like her, I don't know why, she just so coquettish. May be if Adam Lambert hugged the other woman, just like Allison Iraheta. I wouldn't so jealous about that, because she's not coquettish. If Adam Lambert turn straight, the one who I like to be his girlfriend is Allison Iraheta. I think Allison has a great vibe and voice :) I don't care about their age, they're really cute together. Allison is 18 years-old and Adam is 28 years-old. But, from the deepest of my heart, I don't want it, I want my gay guy Adam Lambert. I hope Adam and Tommy can unite :) I like when he and Tommy kissing or hugging or making an eye contact or smiling or talking, I don't know, they're just great-cute couple. I hope Adam can turn Tommy gay :) or may be, he's already gay, who knows ?! LOL. I want my Adommy :) I adore Adam and Tommy. Adam has a great personality, outstanding voice, gorgeous face and Tommy is a great musician, he can plays keyboard, bass, guitar, beside he is pretty and funny. I love them both :)
This week is the first week in 9th grade. Wow, I grow up faster than I thought. Time goes fast. I don't realize I waste a lot of my time. I hope tomorrow is a new dawn, a new day, and a new life for me. I don't wanna regret my past time in my future. Do my best and forget the rest :) Please God, help me to catch my dream :)
I wrote too much, didn't I ? Sorry, I really missed this page

although i'm not a nightfair-dweller anymore , i can still write anything here , right ?! you know , i love this place , this is my #2 favorite place to play ( after Twitter )

check out Adam Lambert new video "If I Had You" , it's awesome ! i have watched the video 2 times since the video out 1 hour ago . monday June 14 , 2010 he will be perform in Columbus , Ohio , hope it'll be success ... i get many remidial test :( it's bad .

slept at 9.20 then now , 4 am , i just woke up from my sleep at 1.30 am . i opened twitter , then i read SashaMallory ( one of Adam's dancer ) tweet , she wrote that she was doing a live webchat on ustream , so , i opened ustream ... then i asked her "where's adam ?" she didn't answer , i asked ( may be ) 2 times , then i asked "can you tell me where's adam ?" she didn't answer , not too long , somebody wrote "vesa, please don't be so rude" ... then i answer "okay" , actually i was confuse , are my questions rude ? i just asked about adam :( why ? ... then , i wrote "i love you" actually, that was for Adam Lambert , hehehe ... i like when Adam perform with his band and dancers , but i just love Adam Lambert ... i still thinking about somebody that told me " ... dont be rude ... "is he / she really serious ?" , honestly , this is my first time did live chat with somebody out Indonesia

Adam and crew are in PA ( pennsylvania ) , they'll be perform on Friday, June 4 , 2010 at 8:00 pm , in Kirby Center , wanna see they live , but how ?

hey , in the last post , i wrote gorgeos , sorry , i mean gorgeous :)

i saw Adam Lambert on the cover of June Frontier Magazine ( gay , lesbian , bisexual , and transgender magazine ) in LA , he looks so gorgeos ... then i read his interview , he was funny smart gay , make me more love him . Hey , THE GLAMNATION TOUR is started ! my favorite glamily team are going to perform in Wilkes-Barre, PA, The F.M. Kirby Center for the Performing Arts , June 4 , 2010 at 8 p.m ...

listening to my sister reading Al-Quran at 01.00 am , i really proud of her , she works hard to get a great score in Practice Final Examination ...

3 DAYS NO SCHOOL ! what a beautiful days :) wanna hang out with my friends , go to fitness center , watched movie , join acting class , join english club , but how ?! guys , wanna come with me ? . i think , sit in front of computer all the day , surf the internet a whole day , watch TV every day , is not good for me , i need some exciting-fun out door activities ...

listening to Adam Lambert's songs for many many times , it doesn't makes me bored , it makes me happy all the time , he gives me voodoo ( voodoo : one of Adam Lambert's incredible song ) . He always busy , now , he does some rehearsal for THE GLAM NATION TOUR . Adam , Adam's band , and Adam's dancers are so incredible-amazing team . Go Team !!!

i bought a ( not ) original oxford dictionary and a ( not ) original oxford grammar too , i'm so happy about that ( not about the " not original " things ) . i bought it in wilis , i rode my "pink" motor cycle to wilis after school , i was so exited about that , you know , dictionary is one of my must have list ...